By the grace of god
You never really know how broken is broken, until you are broken & this, hands down, speak of me.
Was 19* surviving my return of Sanity
A long vacation didn't sound so bad
Was full of secrets locked and tied like iron melting
Running on empty so out of gas
Thought I wasn't enough
found out I wasn't so tough
Laying on the bathroom floor
We were living on a fault line
and I felt the fault was all mine
Couldn't take it anymore
By the grace of God
There was no other way
I picked myself back up
I knew I had to stay
I put one foot in front of the other and I
Looked in the mirror and decided to stay
Wasn't gonna let love take me out that way
I thank my sisters for keeping my head above the water
When the truth was like swallowing sand
Now, every morning, hope there is no more mourning
Oh, I can finally see myself again
I know I am enough, possible to be loved
It was not about me
Now I have to rise above
Let the universe call the bluff
Yeah, the truth will set you free
A lot of people view depression as something self inflicted, something you can choose not to feel but truth is, it is nowhere near that. The fact that it will try to devour your happiness and consume your life is a serious matter. If you haven't felt such moment of yourself soulless & damage, good for you but I, I am only human.
Lola
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