He's so perfect when he smiles, even more so when we kiss. 

I hate how I feel so attached to him when I know I still have a lot more to achieve in life. This is what happens when I've been independent for so long.  I just can't get use to it. I love him, I do & if time permits, I'd like to be with him forever. Leaving him will not only destroy our plans & hopes but also destruct our feelings. Legit feelings.