Changes
I am very much awed by the love I received after I blogged about my deepest emotion although I kind of lost a person who manage to withstand me & my intuitive feelings. I guess it is okay to be alone rather than making someone fall for me and continue feeding him hopes while I am still uncertain if I can make it work.
After a relatively long time, i finally broke down yesterday. It feels as if I haven't cried for so long. I curled up on the sheets as tears touches my pillow one by one and i realized all this while I have been shutting down my feelings so i don't crumble and find myself in a depressing state.
Well, I eventually did.
Nana told me it is definitely okay to cry. I went through all the pictures I kept and I reminisce the memories behind those photographs.
"Some things are not meant to be." My heart whispered.Finally my heart agreed with my mind. I am happy it happened and if you're reading this, N, thank you for the most amazing journey.
This is going to be my journey of eat.pray.love.
xoxoqueensiti
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